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- Apology to an Angel
This new month bodes both good times,
And bad.
And you're having these feelings you never,
Should have.
You've changed yourself to a protector,
Sadly, dear angel, I have to reject your,
Heart.
I can't play this part.
I can't be your love or your damsel.
You must understand, I'm in too much trouble.
And you need someone who isn't me.
This shouldn't be.
I'm too used to running.
I've always been running.
And never stopping to breathe.
No one has ever gotten,
This far,
The rest have all left covered,
With scars.
And yet here you are.
You say "I'll take a chance on her."
Not taking no for an answer, but darling,
That's hard.
You've been dealt the bad cards.
I can't stick around for you,
I'm not the one for you,
And I wish that you'd finally see,
This will not be.
I'll just keep running,
From you, I'll keep running.
Full-on till I hit the sea.
You're a safe guy, and you might make me stay,
When all I want is to get away,
I don't need this madness,
This'll bring too much sadness,
And all you want is for me to obey.
Don't make me stay.
Or I'll run away.
I live my life alone, without hurt,
And without you, I know, but so far it works.
You're an angel deserving of someone better,
Someone who wont make you go get her.
I never wanted to break your heart,
But we need some time apart.
I'm sorry.















juniperlillie on Jan 27, 2010, 10:37 am
Love has nothing to do with "worth." Just sayin'. Don't let go of something real b/c you don't think you're "good enough". That's just silly. However, you should NEVER EVER stay in something just cuz it's comfortable or out of pity. I did that for years and I'll pay the price for it the rest of my life. Yeah. Rock on sista. :)