I want to hug you
from the inside
with all God gave my body
 
 
I feel I ought to
I will
but what if?
me clumsy
you awkward in my hands
 
but your eyes guide me back to you every minute
every second I see you are free from the sight of others
my hands lose all shame
so curious about you
  i want to dig into your soul

but first, be logical
lets start from the outside
centimeter by centimeter
[my centimeter, your inch]
diligently i need to explore your body
you  firm skin  chiseled in rock  dunes of suprises  climax awayting at evey corner  your muscles vibrating at my fingertips ... i want you .. so desperately .. (i)

oh God

those eyes of yours
is that you still?
those miraculous shapes you make
scare my blood into a frenzy
 
breath in and out
keep calm
keep focused 

        i know i am walking on a precipice
        if i slip i will drag you down with me
                      beautiful angel
    i can't but resist the temptation you give me
        the risks make it all the more exciting

i will kiss all the tears i caused you
once the blood returns to my head
and the animal will die, for the day
i promise

please forgive me everything
please i need you to
please don't say you are crying
your sadness would destroy me
and cast me into a sticky darkness
forever

pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaassssssssssssssssssssssssssse
don't cry 
[without me]