Distilled by desertion
I tried to avoid
Coloured pills can't shelter me
kicking around the same excuses
So I can cling to something

Now I've hit the bottom
But I keep slipping
Your the worst mistake
I keep committing

Trampled and ripped by temptation
I have no will to see
The boy I once was, is now a young man
Falling apart at the seams
Trying to find someone... anyone

Now I've hit the bottom
I'm walking through Hell
At least now it's over
New beginnings are there for the taking

I spiral downwards
I spiral downwards
But I wont die
I rise above
I rise above
I'm too exhausted to try
Anything that will tear me apart

Cigarettes stubbed out on the floor
There are burns on my carpet
I could lie in the tattered remains
But I don't want to...
 

Now I've hit the bottom
I understand that now
You're the illusion that dragged me down
I don't need you anymore
I never wanted to live through your lies

You are nothing to me